Why?

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why?
i am loved
why?
i am not hated
why?
i live in peace
why?
yet i am baited
why?

i have a happy life
why?
my parents are still friends
why?
my life hasn't fallen apart
why?
but i want it all to end
why?

why?
i want a challenge
why?
i want adventure
why?
i want pain and hurt
why?
i want my live to be tenser
why?

why?
i need meaning
why?
i need hate
why?
i need fights
why?
i want to start my mission before it's too late
why?

why?
that is all i ask
why?
won't you tell me
why?
i need it all
why?
my love is the only key
why?

why?
why not?